A couple days ago, I was bemoaning the fact that I didn’t have any new stories ready yet to share on the blog. Which means another week of no new content. It made me worry that all my followers would unsubscribe, my Facebook likes would trail off, and then I fell down the rabbit hole of self doubt, fear of failure, and of course, rejection.
Every time this happens I begin to question my calling to this blog’s mission. And literally, EVERY TIME God shows up in some different way. A new email out of the blue, an encouraging comment from a stranger in the blogosphere, or, in this case, a new crazy, viral share of one my most popular stories.
He reminds me that this is not my project. It’s HIS.
I am not the one keeping this blog a’float. HE IS.
This is not for my glory. It’s for HIS.
I love this blog, and I am passionate about my calling. I love how God steps in and makes a difference when I am starting to doubt my purpose. But, at the end of the day, it’s not about me. His little drops of miracles are not just for my benefit. It’s BIGGER than that. This blog was created to encourage and comfort all women on their crazy journey of motherhood, however it looks for them. So it’s okay that I don’t have a new story or guest post this week, because I know big things are in the works here, and bigger things are coming! And God is not finished with M2M yet!